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Hey people,long time no post. Anyway things have been alright lately I guess,not too much going on. It's my last year of high school this year,and it's really stressful,but I'm sure I'll find my way somehow. Anyway love you all and I'll post again asap. Tootles =3

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Say My Name And His In The Same Breath

Well i haven't really blogged much lately,well not lately, A LONG TIME, but there's allot going on. School is doing alright,i had to switch out of my old world lit class recently. But other than that it's been OK. I was sick a while back for about a week and a half, but I'm fine now. But i have boy problems -sigh- I Like this one guy,Allot, for like almost two years now, but I'm to scared to tell him :(. And there's this other guy that is always talkin' about going out with me, and he calls himself a boyfriend when he does nothing for me! He doesn't buy me anything, he still hasn't taken me out, He never calls me, never visits me, Nothin! And he's never in school! I've got to find a way to break it off with him but still try to be friends, he's a good guy, he's just no good as a boyfriend. I meet someone new while i was waiting for the bus to go to the vo-tech too, he's pretty cool, he likes games and anime like me,we talked until the bus came, We're friends. Yay new friend! lol. But anyways i have some bad news too. I went to the doctors the doctors when i was sick and she had given me a full check up. So i had to take off my shirt so she could check this little problem i had with this skin thingy on my chest...well she said it could be a precursor to diabetes,but i should go to the dermatologist's just to be sure. Well i went to this other person, and sure enough it was, So that means if i don't start exercising and watching what i eat a little better, i will most likely get it very soon. Well anyway besides those things thing have been alright, I'm getting a little sleepy so I'm gonna leave now, so see ya.

Let Me Go

Well finally i've gotten the chance to post alot has happend since the last time i posted, but here it is to sum it up: 1.i got kicked out og gutair lessons so i've been learning on my own. 2.My asshole cousin george is back in the house because my mother was dumb enough to let him back in. 3. I got a crush on this kid at school named patrick,but he says he has a girlfriend, i've had class with him since the begining of the school year but i'm just now realizing that i like him. 3. Me,Steph,and Jesse no longer have any classes together(i wish the stupid school to rot in hell) 4.i went over stephs house for a sleepover for her b-day and had tons of fun. 5.went over jesses for her b-day, had lotsa fun, and a BON-FIYA!!! 6. spanish teacher is bein a bitch and not giving me the work that i miss from going to votech,i asked nicely and she says" no you no do it you get a cero." I DON'T HAVE THE FUCKIN' WORK!!!! AND LEARN HOW TO SPEAK BETTER ENGLISH YOU FUCKIN BITCH!!!! (sorry for snapping, i mean no offence against spanish people, olny her,sorry if i offend anyone else)..... but anyway, yeah alota shit is happening that i gotta deal with, but hopefully i'll make it through. I gotta go for now i'll try to post more later.

Everyones A Critic

My life is in the fuckin shitter right now,i feel like everybody hates me. I mean am i that bad a person?What did i do to be treated like shit? Well i don't care anymore... anyways today was pretty good, I went to gutair lessons and saw stephanie,1 of the very few people that are close to me and keep me living, the gutair teachers dog elvis sat on my purse and made it weirdly warm and his other dog farted while i was trying to play wich totally threw me off, then i hear pete screaming and i'm like ah fuck my brain is all off course now. Later i went out to eat with my mom,dad, and a friend of the family named doug, we wr went to Denys to eat and then to Dairy Queen after, then we came home and i hung with my parents for a little while befor coming on the computer. My ass hole cousin keeps blasting his T.V while i try to sleep and don't listen to mee when i assk him, but when my dad goes down and tells him he listens...wtf, i'm shit? anyway, me, Steph, and Jesse are hopefully going to the movies this week and then i'm going to visit my other bff (besides Steph,Jesse,and Elias) deja in orange,i really want her to meet Steph,Jess,and Elias, i think they'd get along great, they've already talked on the phone but that was a long time ago. I really want to see the simpsons move, it looks funny, i got spider pig stuck in my head for a week...anyways all in all today was alright.

i don't feel like living anymore.

I missed gutair practice again this weekend, i have a feeling that stephanies parents will talk about me again, they just don't know whats going on right now. I never have any time to myself anymore, i'm always helping someone else,making them happy, even if it makes me miserable. I don't care anymore. I just wanna die, that's all, WHY WON'T MY SHITTY LIFE END!!! it's just not worth it anymore, i've been tring to do all this stuff, deal with the shit i live in at home, and keep up in school.Tring to keep my head above water, i just can't do it anymore I'm drowning.And now my gutair teacher want's 40 dollars now for me to keep playing, i don't have the money right now. my family is in a rut. i just can't take anymore, i can't. i've been contimplating on commiting suicide, i don't know, if things don't get better soon....

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