<3 Broken <3

I feel empty inside today. i don't feel i should be existing. Everything seems to go wrong and i feel that i mess peoples lives up by being a part of it. Maybe if i would have never been born everyones life would be better off. All I do is mess things up for people. Everyone has been treating me like a dog telling me to shut up and do this and do that and order me around. I'M TIRED OF IT..... I don't know what to do, i want to die right now.It dont matter no more, i'm struggleing in school, I don't think i'm gonna make it, if i don't i have no future, so what's the point in living? Can't somebody tell me? I cry every night now because i'm no longer happy. I try to put on a show and act happy around others but i just can't anymore,I'M TIRED OF LIVING A LIE!!!! This may be my last post..... i don't know. I don't think i'll ever be truly happy,i'm broken and i don't think i'll ever be fixed. My friends cheer me up, but i still feel dead deep inside.I need help,I'm so frekin depressed,like i'm in a hole i'll never get out of, and don't know weather to Try or just trow in the fuckin towel!! I've been wondering alot lately,probally coming from depression, Is my life even worth saving?I guess besides dying the olny alternitive is to pray for it to get better,I hope he'll or she'll (what the hell do I know, I'm stupid remember) listen to me. Oh and steph thank you so much for the banner and putting it up.