i don't feel like living anymore.

I missed gutair practice again this weekend, i have a feeling that stephanies parents will talk about me again, they just don't know whats going on right now. I never have any time to myself anymore, i'm always helping someone else,making them happy, even if it makes me miserable. I don't care anymore. I just wanna die, that's all, WHY WON'T MY SHITTY LIFE END!!! it's just not worth it anymore, i've been tring to do all this stuff, deal with the shit i live in at home, and keep up in school.Tring to keep my head above water, i just can't do it anymore I'm drowning.And now my gutair teacher want's 40 dollars now for me to keep playing, i don't have the money right now. my family is in a rut. i just can't take anymore, i can't. i've been contimplating on commiting suicide, i don't know, if things don't get better soon....

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