I'm tired, i had a long as day to come home and have to clean the damn house. i'm really starting to doubt the meaning of my existance. I've been working my ass of with schoool work, but it don't matter all the teachers are assholes anyway. Yesterday I herd that this dumbass guy jumped in front of a truck around where my friend stephanie lives,i think it's the intersection by her house. Anyways this dickhead kills himself and my dad tells me when he gets home that the truck driver was headed to the warehouse my dad works at, to me that was kinda creepy. On sunday I have to go to gurair practice or i loose my spot, my friends parents think i'm lazy not showin up but i was fuckin' sick, excuse me....... No hard feelings toward steph though, just her dad, i mean he even made fun of the virginia tech incident, which was totally not funny. I know it bad to have hard feeling toward someone and i try to get along , but it's just not working any more. I'm just so tired of every fuckin thing,i wish i could just fade away. I really want to start a band with stephanie and i really want to play the gutair, but my family has shot me down lately telling me it's just another phase, well i'm gonna show them just wait.well i gotta go
